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Hold back the tears That are filling your soul Don't let them out Don't make it real Hide away the scars That have become your skin Don't let them be seen Don't make yourself remember Think of all the good things That seem so long ago You could be happy again You used to be once Put a smile on your face To postpone the breakdown Of your entire world When you realise the truth Your scars are real Those tears wont stop falling Now you're breaking down How could ever have been happy

Bitter memories Of 'I love you's Now less than meaningless With your new views Just a fling, you say But it was never just that We were so quick to love Mistook illusion for fact No attraction You couldn’t get it up Good thing too One less thing to fuck up A sexless fling With the slut that is me So now I ask you When will you pay my fee?

Hanging on your every word Waiting for you to be okay You’re hanging Edgy smile mouths more lies Your hands fidget nervously You’re hanging Mind so focused on that high You aren’t the same anymore You’re hanging Your body wracked with pain Only one thing will relieve it You’re hanging You beg me to help you There’s nothing I can do You’re hanging

Paint my nails In rainbow shades Over and over To fade the pain Bright colours To fade my memories Of what you said And did to me Your broken promises Constant string of lies Now carved in flesh New scars on my thighs Toes go numb As blood spills As my happiness Is slowly killed I have to stop Shredding myself So find distraction In something else Careful time taken Each colour special In the hope that I’ll once again feel

Don’t utter the words I can’t stand to hear When my heart’s been broken And all that’s left is my fear Promise me nothing I can’t afford to hope And if you break your word I don’t think I’ll cope Don’t say a word Accept me as broken And hold me close Without a single word spoken Speak those three words And I’ll turn and run It’ll tear me apart Now look what you’ve done

Tears fell like raindrops from her blue sky eyes. The sun shone down as her cheeks were soaked and blue faded to grey. The sick feeling in her stomach had been omnipresent that day. Something was so infinitely wrong but she did not know what. Her mind raced over and over, searching. She paced, restless. Then a phone call and her world fell apart. Tears like little diamonds shone on what should have been a perfect day. The sun warmed her skin but she felt cold. Listlessly staring as tears splashed to the ground, the phone still in her hand, she now knew the reason for her unease. It was of no comfort. She wished the knowledge away. Tears blu

Sleepless nights Another 4am ticks by With you on my mind And I wish I knew why It’s not your touch That I sorely miss Nor the sweetness Of each soft kiss I’ll see you tomorrow First time in two months Feel like I’m going to hurl Can’t shake off goosebumps You’ve got a hold on me As the hours tick by Can’t get away from you And I don’t know why

Fakes Smiles Cloak Shattered Dreams Breathe in deep, hold your breath And dive into the depths The world of another emotional wreck There’s a truth you’ll never know Beyond this face, beyond this mask With Fake smiles guiding me home To the safety of the unknown This shell is me (I can’t break free) This shell is me (I can’t break free) I saw daybreak It never held such pretty eyes Or the thought of blue skies The rain can’t ever wash away The sins of yesterday There’s a truth you’ll never know Beyond this face, beyond this mask With Fake smiles guiding me home To the safety of the unknow

Burned Out Lighters, Glass Hearts And A Picture Perfect Heartbreak The lighter burned out Once fueling the fire to your heart Lighters were never forever The last dying flame I’m watching and waiting To see you try cover There’s crack in your glass heart And I watched it shatter All the pretty pieces on the floor With my reflection in the shards Heartbreak isn’t a sin, it’s art Your tears don’t fall They freeze on your cheek You’ve never felt so cold A day to remember Not every ones heart beats the same A day like December You’re nothing but a name There’s crack in your glass heart A